It's a gloomy day. Cold and rainy and my energy level is low. Not wanting to work, yet full of restless negative energy. The phone is also felt dead silence. I feel isolated even in the city. No one is home. may be avoiding me. Not sure.

Try to learn how to follow a recipe today and failed miserably. may be I will try again other time. How hard it is to brown meat without getting it tough. There must be a mistake some where, time to call for delivery.

It is late, and still raining. I wanted to go out have a drink, the image of me in a bar having a drink by myself top me from wanting to try. I make a promise long ago that I will not be that person, I hope a never will be.

Chance encounter NYC