Can Weather Affect Moods

I believe mood is created by what you experiencing at a particular place and time in your life, weather as a media helps intensify it in either ways.

Presently I can’t affix my anxiety and depression to the absolutely ghastly weather; even it is gray, chill and rainy, outside with the warning of an impending wet snowstorm. It is just my state of mine in this moment in time affecting me deeply.

Just when all seems well with my recent romantic relationship, even with promises of a future meeting soon on the distance shore, all communication came to an abrupt end, before the memories fade. Not sure what had happened, there was neither indication nor signs. Change of mind perhaps, my worst fear is rather mishaps happened.

The silence and unknown consumed my entire being, and restless nights, replaced the sweet dreams still linger. When I left with holding the candles in the dark, cling on hope that there are explanations for all these craziness, in reality I am gradually coming to a waking point to accept the fact that I may never know the story.

My friends told me it is a bad idea to hang on. Leaving the chapter without an ending and the possibility of a loving relationship is even harder to let go. Distorted and unsettled, just like waking up from a nightmare.

“Head out; tomorrow is another day.” Even though I am not willing to leave my sweetest memories behind, I may have no choice. Tell me I am a romantic. Well that is why there are many love stories still waiting to be told.

Thanks for reading. Grant me a pray, still cling on and hoping.


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