There was a comment on my blog recently from a dear friend told me that he was pleasantly surprise to discovered that I am a romantic. For many of you out there been following my blog or know me personally, care to give your in put? Am I or am I not a surprisingly romantic.
I suppose my friend is correct to say that, “Edward: you generally tend to act as if nobody gets close enough to you to warrant romantic consideration. In many occasions I was known as the infamous monster walked away from perfectly loving ideal romance with no apology or explanations. However hand had two sides, it may look like a perfect relationship on one side, may be totally different underneath.
In contrast to popular believe I am indeed open to anyone worthy of a romantic consideration, otherwise the jet is waiting at JFK 24/7. Why am I not willing to work it thru, may be I am not giving the person a chance. There is a lot of “may be” and “if” alone that route. I on the other hand believe in density. When you met the right one. Magic happens. You will know it.
I learn from very young age I will never waste time nor invest my emotion on anyone that is not a perfect 9 (Let’s be realistic, there is never a 10). I made many mistakes in my youth diving for fire like the fire flies dance around the hot flame, perhaps that taught me to put up this brave front, eventually lead to the misunderstanding that I was this monster with a heart cold as stone. The fact is, when loneness catches up with me, I would rather weep alone in the dark than openly in public. I believe if density chooses, I will one day met that special some relit the fire in my heart.
Romantic encounter came with a price, most often associated with heartache, and disappointment. Am I willing to walk down that road, and take the chance again? There is not a doubt that I will; I am patiently waiting for my turn.
Now you have it. In defense of myself, I do take chances to let someone in my life. When it happens I will take that plunge head on into the sea call Romance.
Chance Encounter NYC.
I think you are a very romantic person. I think being romantic is like being a good dancer. One can be an excellent dancer, but nobody will notice until they find the right partner and get to show off their skills!
ReplyDeleteNicely stated, Edward. It's just a side of you I've never seen before. lol
ReplyDeleteI think it's because you very much mother your friends and I wasn't used to that in the beginning. You care, but the way you care is to question and henpeck like a mother, which is not a bad thing. It just takes a little getting used to. =)